Last saturday, me and emily headed down to ipoh just for twilight instead of 2012. I was hoping its better be a good show because we travelled 1 hour plus for it. We took a cab which cost me RM6 and bus for RM8.50. and our cinema ticket for RM11. ohhh....i thought its better be good or else i'll never watch twilight again and never continue reading the book.

turned out, it was draggy, too fake, and the whole cinema started laughing and laughing. A comedy show now. What! and I was half asleep after one hour. I regretted for watching it. I should have watch 2012. grrr~

Met those ipoh friends for dinner and reached kampar again at 12. :)

the sales in jusco have made my day. Though i never really buy anything except Times and Reader's Digest magazine, I have spotted some of the lovelies, and i'll get it when i'm back in PJ.

First thing first is a good black eyeliner. I need it because i have tired eyes eventhough i sleep 8 hours a day. I just don't seem to find a solution for it. I have tried many things including putting eye cream, mask, drink lots of fluid, eat vegetables and fruits but it just don't seem to work for me. Worse, i go to class everyday feeling fresh, but my classmates always ask why do i look tired and pale? probably, too much of whitening products? but i think, my eyes show that i'm tired. I'm not. I definitely need a black eyeliner for looking fresh everyday!

I used to steal my sister's. (i hope she's not reading this). When i'm out, i always lose it. Damn.

I need to do something with my pale look. My lecturer even comment on that. What's wrong? need to get more vitamin c? I think i eat vege and fruits more than my friends here.

get a good eyeliner is next on the list :)

@

santa, santa, i wish to have an eyeliner pweeeeeeeseeee....or can i ask for a whole awesome makeup set? i promise i'll be a good girl for this whole month. I'll try. teeehhee.

ANYWAY

CAN I SHOUT

IT'S SALEEEEEESSSSSSSS EVERYWHERE???????

but i dont have cash. how now :(

hi sayang

macam mana dengan skill edit saya? boleh tahan? nampaknya, saya ada sedikit gen abang saya yang ada masa untuk tidur tak nak, tapi pergi tangkap gambar dan edit. memang di sahkan dengan condition muka saya yang ada banyak jerawat dalam semua gambar di atas. tak cukup tidur kot. haha roommates i pagi pagi panggil saya pergi makan dim sum. pukul 7 pagi. awal kan? gila! tapi seronok juga la. mereka kata nak celebrate sempena cuti yang akan menjelang. yay! (bukan celebrate exam yang akan datang okay?)

haha alright. i know you can't stand my superdupervuper funny malay. got influenced recently with many people. i'm wondering why so many speak to me in malay. at the same time, i look like malay in those pictures. don't you think so?

my editing skills actually is going down the drain. i'm better in grayscale rather than colors because colors have too much to handle. tak suka! feel free to comment because i take criticisms. :)

well the purpose i took this picture actually is to show my hair which is turning wavy now. Long and bushy too. can't stand it anymore!!!! its very hard to manage. i have 2 options. either chop it off or go perm it so i don't need to brush my hair everytime i wake up. haha. i'm just joking. well, my 1st option is to go perm it before i straighten it again. like pictures below. but, i'm still looking for the right salon which can make the perfect wavy hair so that my few hundreds ringgit won't go to waste. damn hard to find the right one. note that i don't want curly, but wavyyyyyyyyy! or i'll just simply chop it off to end my dilemma!

I will prove to you that BEAUTY is not about looks

BEAUTY is about brains

BEAUTY is about what's deep inside me

I felt mentally challenged when someone discriminate me

and define me as "Bimbo" indirectly

I will not surrender for that

In fact, I will do my best

take up more knowledge

and soon one day, you will find this woman speaking about politics, economics, social, development and things like that

Its time to show some girl power

don't like man show off as though we are created just to be someone like

doing your laundry, cooking your wholesome meal, breastfeeding babies, and say "honey, you're home".

It's not that we are not meant to do these things only, its more than that!

Because you

have mentally challenged this woman

I'm feeling the beginning of the Global-Warming-Era. The weather is pretty rebellious nowadays. I hate the weather now. I describe it as dull, dark, dirty, and sickening.

My flu is on and off. I have to depend on strong pills to get rid of it. Part of it is because I don't get enough sleep. But I also blame the weather. My room can be so cold, I even can sleep without the fan. Of course considering my room don't even have a window, I have to on the fan to speed one so that i have better air ventilation. I shivers when i'm bathing. I hate to bathe everyday, or even worse, to wash my hair. I skipped classes because I can't walk in to class looking wet. Those restaurants can save their electricity because they don't even need to on the fan and depend on the cold and breezy weather. By the way, does this situation sound familiar to you? Genting? Cameron? Bukit Tinggi? Yes, feels like i'm already in high hills. Maybe, there's really end of the world since the weather is crazier than human are.

I see many people talk about how nice and interesting of the movie, 2012 in Facebook every single day. These are the people who make me feeling so random, feeling like taking bus to Jusco in Ipoh. I was about to go today with my dear friend emily, but unfortunately, it was so random, we couldn't get tickets. Disappointing!

So the whole day today, i was blog hoping here and there. From friends to friends' friends and to friends' friends' friends. Till, I found a celebrity's blog. Her name is Belinda Chee. I bet most of you know who is she. She used to be one of the 8tv Quickie's host. As I was looking at her post title, I got shocked that she's already married (too bad for her guy fans out there)

Met her in Earth Hour in Capsquare KL, with my sister and her friends.

She's one of the celebrity that actually share the whole process of getting married to her blog's readers. From preparations to honeymoon. She posted her wedding montage on her blog. I love montage And a typical girl like me, would just peek on her wedding pictures just to see how pretty she is. Typical me. But then, I got really fascinated, i waited for it to load the whole thing. The pictures seem perfect and elegantly taken by the photographer. I never realized Pangkor Island can be that pretty in pictures. The scenery, the color blending, and oh so naturally beautiful. Of course, the couple is a beauty too. The montage even have romantic songs. Makes you go......ohhhhhh, so shhhhweeet.

At the same time, makes you go really jealous and your imagination run wild. You know, typical girl like me (i like to stress on the word typical because every girl love sweet things right) will be thinking how perfect is my wedding is *shy*. haha laugh all you want but i was just dreaming. That's all. tehee! *shy la* okay. let's not get into the detail.

Pic stolen from au yong hui min's blog .

This was the scenario of my oral communication quiz. I....I .....got interrogated by 10 fellow friends in my class.

Well, it was an interview looking for a marketing manager. And I was the "chosen one" to be the one who looking for a job.I did not volunteer myself.

I thought I was much prepared for it. But the next moment i realise i was struggling to answer their questions. It was thrown to me like shooting arrows and heck i started to panic. Looking at the "boss" too can make it much more worse while my lecturer was just sitting at the corner listening to every words i've thrown out from my mouth.

I spoke in a very wobbly manner. Totally got shocked by the way they asked me. I've even forgotten the basic of japanese when they start talking to me in japanese. At the same time, I even forgotten about speaking proper english. Macam tunggang-langgang.

Indeed, it have thought me one whole new experience. It have thought me to prepare for the worst. "Sediakan payung sebelum hujan". To be calm at all times even in a very difficult situation and never go wobbly. I have failed to to that. Once again.

Although the atmosphere at that moment were pretty much intense, but, now i do realise i got to thank them for making me tough all over again like how others had done to me in high school. The whole thing have make me go flash back, back to the time when I was in prefectorial board. i got so panic, i speak wobbly with the mic which actually can be heard in the whole school, the staff room,the monkeys and even the neighbours. I said "fish" instead of "please". That was form 4 i think? When i was out of the PA room, i got so embarassed :( at least, now i am 10 times better than that or even 100 times better. but that was something ive learnt. Public speaking was never my field. Probably, its time to listen to my friend. and join the debate team? hehe

I don't want to go wobbly again!

and always stick to what i used to learn in Guides. "be prepared"

i'm down with flu and wasting the earth resources, tissues.

look at that puffy eyes. gasp! I don't know how to repair my puffy eyes man!

nihongo everyday

and i need a sunglasses for myself so that i can walk to uni everyday

.....in a fashionably way. LOL

that was my sister's sunglasses

sponsor sikit!

Whats this?

This is my japanese assignment. I was doing this with nicole the whole afternoon.

Kawaii ne?

Back to Kindergarten!

Japanese exam is near. In few days time. But, I'm not really in the study status now. Not even for my moral test today. Short semester can be really suffering in a way that i feel like wasted a lot of my time for nothing. I'm not sure about others, but i just feel so. I don't know what's the purpose of studying hard though. To gain knowledge or to score well? I think you know the answer.

Sigh. Education that's what others call it. Anyway, I know I should change my perspective so that I will pass all my papers.

I'm feeling extra lonesome and bored today thanks to the weather. Well, more like very lonely than boring. Here, for days, never once the roads and the pathways are dry. Raining non-stop, not heavy, but consistently. Just so tempting to curl up on the bed and sleep the nights out. And have you tried before, when you sleep so much, you woke up you thought it's already morning. But turned out, still, the night is young. I got shocked when i woke up and saw 9.00 already. I didn't realise the p.m (that happens to me alot of time when i'm really sleepy). I thought i slept so much i was late to class. Instantly, my mind is awake because i got shocked by myself. How silly. I could hear the drizzling sound of rain. I sighed so deep that the rain never stop.

It took me for quite some time to realise the word "P.M". Before i knew about it, i was wide awake at night. I thought i could just sleep so i can forget my empty stomach and my dinner. But since i was awake, i couldn't ignore it. I ate biscuits and apple for my dinner. Believe me when i say i am not dieting. I just couldn't think of what to eat. Really sick of outside food and I have no idea what to cook. So i decided to just go for something light and reachable. Biscuits my survival food alright.

When I talk about food, do you know what's on my mind now? Chilis. Its been ages. I miss those moments when everyone of us share food together and bottomless drinks. Those were the days where i really enjoy not really cheap food but nice. The last time I was there was to look at reen and sam to finish their dinner in Chili's and fetch me home after work. haha.Anyway, I just thought of it. Its like when too much of hawker and mamak food, you feel like eating something in a classy place. Isn't it? Miss their tripple dipper!

Yums!

But now, I just don't understand why everytime meet up with friends, we always end up in mamaks or some famous place. I thin it's because as we grow older, we tend to learn the word "save".

Imagine, mamaks are just downstairs, and hawker food are everywhere, sometimes, i would just stare at the menu not knowing what to eat. Everything seems the same but not the sauce. Creamy chicken rice, kung pao chicken rice, sweet and sour chicken rice, chicken chop rice or marmite chicken rice. Sick of chicken? then go for pork. Sweet and sour pork rice, pork chop rice, kung pao pork rice and more pork. Alright. What about mamak then? nasi goreng ikan masin, nasi lemak biasa, nasi lemak tambah ayam, maggi goreng, and nasi lemak. oh wait, did i mention that already? haha. Practically, i only go for these. Nothing else. Because i'm not a fan of spicy food.

Why am I talking about yummy food when i actually haven't really eat my dinner yet? damn!

LOL

my favourite cartoon character of all times and my current wallpaper now.

denying that i'm too old for this.

am i 20 soon to be 21?

haha

A once in the blue moon of proper post from me. A proper update.

I wasn't being busy lately like how my previous first semester. Actually, I have more time in sleeping and staring at my comfortable room's four walls. Do you believe that I actually slept more than 8 hours daily? that much since my computer gave up on me. The desktop which I actually shift it all the way PJ to Kampar started making noises and totally go blackout after awhile. a deep sigh from me.

then i have few days off without any gadgets for me to socialize and doing my assignment, except my lovely and faithful nokia phone with me. I just went a little missing in action. I tried to wake up early and walked to uni to do some of the given assignments in the computer lab while waiting for my class to start at 2pm. Alas, i failed terribly in disciplining myself. I stopped after 2 days. that's not only the reason i gave up. Its also because uni's computer lab is unforgiveably slow. feels like just hitting the "log out" button everytime i go searching and surfing.

anyway, speaking of disciplines, i actually managed to wake up way earlier than my housemates to walk to my classes. It took about 20 mins for me to reach my class everytime i walk. But, surprisingly, looking at my tummy and thighs now, i don't see any fitter. probably, input is higher than output. maybe, i should reconstruct my whole dieting plan. I just got myself way darker than i used to be because of strong UV lights. Time to invest on sunblock and umbrella eh? hmmmm......maybe

i'm so used to walking now, i don't see any reason why i still need to get myself a bicycle. In fact, i can sense the rising crime rates in Kampar, Im feeling insecure. And bicycle? nah, maybe when i'm really sick of walking and wiping my sweat everytime i reach my class, i will reconsider of getting a bicycle.

I have received many text messages and calls from friends and family. Asking about me. Check on my daily routines. i'm blessed than I have much caring friends than i thought. If you have updated yourself with news, i'm sure that you have heard of what happened lately in Kampar. But if you are not, probably you might need to google it up. Basically, our dear friends from Utar, Kampar have passed away recently. though i do not know them, but when i heard about this news, i feel sad. Its because we are somehow related in a sense that we are studying in the same campus. So strangers yet feeling so close. My deepest condolences. R.I.P.

then, thinking about it, a sudden thoughts in mind. What will i regret the most if i were to away from this world? my sincerely answer will be, not enjoying the rest of my life to the fullest, and i have not travel across the seven seas.

Lets life be alive!

My computer gave up on me already. Again,

This time, i don't think anyone can save it already.

sigh!

And I can't wait to be back home.

Miserable like all times...

Damn!

So I was invited to go cameron on last friday. People like me, would be excited for a holiday. Any chance to get out of kampar and experienced a new place, I would say yes without any doubt. Yes, for holidays :) Plus, its my 1st time going to cameron. Why not eh?

Took an early train to ipoh to meet up with the guys.

I had an early breakfast in ipoh while waiting.

And I know, you'll be surprised i'm the only girl there. But i was surprised too. Nevertheless, i was treated like a slave than a princess. lol. jk. At least, I get to own a bed by myself. 2 of them have to sleep on the floor. Poor thing!

Here are some of the pictures i collect from facebook. But it's all messed up. Really don't know how to use the picture uploader.

the one in purple shirt is our very beloved tour guide. Cousin of chee han who stays in Cameron and know alot people. Like Tai Kor. But he's really kind to bring us around.

Enjoying tea in "Boh" tea garden. That place is one of the most classy place and feel like i'm not in Malaysia anymore. Cool place, tea, less polluted, white cups, and green hills. Where can you find such place anymore in Malaysia?

Shallow minded me. I picked the leaves, smelled it and said "why it doesn't smell like tea?". haha

Some of you remember, i'm a salad lover. I can imagine myself having a bite there. It looks fresh, and crunchy.

Steamboat for the night. A must in Cameron.

In strawberry farm. yogurt and honey for strawberry taste good actually.

People say don't touch the pumpkin, look what are they doing

Before the steamboat, we went pasar malam. Ever heard of lovefruit? My first time hearing it and taste it. Excited to try.

and it tasted like this. Sourish sweet. Why call it love fruit?

After steamboat, we had karaoke. I remember they sang till late at night.


The next morning, mamak for breakfast. Everyone look sleepy especially me. I slept later because i washed my freaking bushy hair. Slept around 6am. I woke up the latest. so shy la as a girl. fail to be a girl. Because i mixed with them too much already.

This was suppose to be a teacher and students. but turn out, the teacher look younger than students. Cannot make it! LOL

Remember always bring your ID card even you are on holiday. Because we got student price for some useless garden entry.

Waterfall before we leave cameron. Its a dirty and full of plastics waterfall. Damn potong. Was excited to see the waterfall actually.

Errrr.......wrong pose~

Once he start singing, everyone of use keep quiet. Because he's quite powerful and talented.

The not so white "snow white" and the 7 dwarfs. How cute.

Last but not least, this week going to be a strawberries week. Yum!

Sneek peek!
Coming soon

:)

Im never a fan of gadgets. I never go gaga over latest stylish handphones, cameras, or whatever you see in an IT store.

But, right now, I am craving for a small camera. Enough of DSLR. so sick of it for being so huge. Right now, small is the new big! haha. For quite some time, I keep looking at the promotions of the cameras and drools everytime i flip the newspapers. Then, i go compare prices. and that's it. that's the end of my satisfaction. But, i never actually own it myself. Just exactly like window shopping.

and do you know, too much of window shopping can hurt you alot? it cause me alot, hell alot of discipline and determination to stop myself from looking at those cameras brochures and promotions. And at the same time, to stop thinking of using my PTPTN loan to buy a camera.

Sigh. And i can go really jealous of people who can so easily own a camera or just switch cameras like switching their boyfriends. no offence. but as usual, life is never fair.

Oh yes, I'm jealous. But i'll be more proud if i can earn it myself. This is the moment where i can't wait for a long long december holiday like in high school so i can work my ass off. and shop till i drop.

Now, i'm already in uni, i guess i will never have the chance again till i graduate.

How can such a cam whore lover does not have a camera? i guess it will be a long long time for you to see me in pictures especially i'm in Kampar. or else, it will from my 2mp camera phone.

I just want something that is good for pictures. and that's it. i don't need a fancy one.

till then, you will see pictures such as this

where are the human? lol dead town it is.

and me saying Hajimemashite Denise desu!





p/s : i'm learning japanese now for this short semester. i'm so going to have sushi for 7 weeks just to pass my nihongo! So bear with me if my blog gives you any sushi feeling.

Good night! errrr....sorry....i mean Oyasuminasai! *bow 90 degrees*


ohhh the lalaness. *faint*

I came back to Kampar on the 19th. Said my sayonaras for party days. I really did enjoyed myself throughout the holidays till i become really sick. I had a bad cough on the last day of my holiday and till now, i'm still having it. I guess, i was way too over with the holidays and now i'm facing the consequences of it. And i remember, i was at Pyramid watching "Whiteout" halfway, and have to cough so badly, I missed half of the show and i went back not feeling well. Sob. I didn't even get to see the ending.

Funny how i told some of my friends in PJ that I actually miss Kampar. Can you believe this? After all the condemning Kampar about how boring it is, I actually said that. Probably because I can't keep the fast pace of life in KL anymore, and already get so used to the slower pace in Kampar.

In PJ, I stay up late for god knows what. Somehow, i just do that for nothing. Time pass faster than you think. I have to rush basically for everything. I have to speed up while I drive. I got to decline some of the invites from my friends just because i have no time for some. I basically have little time there.

Compare Kampar, here is much more like home sweet home. Well, in fact, its like my nest. The place where i rest and feel rejuvenated. I sleep like a freaking dead person here. I feel good. Less pollution here too.

can i say, I have the best of both world? haha

well, if i have to updates on what i did last holidays....probably take some time. I should have blog about those little things i did back in PJ, but i guess i've forgotten about it. hehe

i'll try to update this blog as often as how i used to be. :)

love love!

screeeeeeeeeammm!!


ahhh!!!!!

for fujifilm instant camera, instax mini!!!

polaroids!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

i likeeeeeeey!!!!

dilemma now
i am not me
what happened?

i want to webbie with you

:(

Finally bought my ticket back kampar.
Its on the 18 Oct.
So, let's not waste time and have fun before starting another new semester
however, heard that result will be coming out tomorrow
so pray hard for me to pass and do not need to repeat any papers
sometimes, i do feel myself bimbotic
bimbo betul.
but starting my first sem on week 5, seems like have challenged me

i'll be really free next week.
so if you are free too, just buzz me 012-xxxxxxx
i hope you still remember my number

watched surrogates yesterday in tropicana mall.
my very first time in tropicana mall
and also my very 1st time watching a movie after many months
can't even remember when was my last time in a cinema.


surrogates indeed a great show. in short, worth the price.

do you need a surrogates??

i don't.

I want to watch UP and The Ugly Truth for quite a long time already.

however, i still haven't find anyone who are interested to watch with me

kesian or not?

:(

life as single. tsk tsk tsk

this is the form 6 gathering.
sorry the pictures are messy & everywhere
but we basically move from wendy's>station one>brussels beer cafe>murni
from the picture, can say that we had fun.

wonder why i always wear that pink dress?
because i actually have not much clothes back here. i moved it to kampar.
lol
silly me. i was trying to get out of clothes that is just plain black or white. tried something more colorful and contrast. how well did i do? over the top? maybe. but i love my top. got to go zara get more of it.

today feeling moody
after all the random things i did yesterday till 4 in the morning, i woke up at 2pm
listening to sappy songs
miserable like all times
indulge in memories that i shouldn't be
reminding myself that he's gone
walked away far from me
missing all the caring scolding
i only can blame myself
laying on the bed, feeling weak

i had a bad day.

i don't like the effect of the liquid