A once in the blue moon of proper post from me. A proper update.

I wasn't being busy lately like how my previous first semester. Actually, I have more time in sleeping and staring at my comfortable room's four walls. Do you believe that I actually slept more than 8 hours daily? that much since my computer gave up on me. The desktop which I actually shift it all the way PJ to Kampar started making noises and totally go blackout after awhile. a deep sigh from me.

then i have few days off without any gadgets for me to socialize and doing my assignment, except my lovely and faithful nokia phone with me. I just went a little missing in action. I tried to wake up early and walked to uni to do some of the given assignments in the computer lab while waiting for my class to start at 2pm. Alas, i failed terribly in disciplining myself. I stopped after 2 days. that's not only the reason i gave up. Its also because uni's computer lab is unforgiveably slow. feels like just hitting the "log out" button everytime i go searching and surfing.

anyway, speaking of disciplines, i actually managed to wake up way earlier than my housemates to walk to my classes. It took about 20 mins for me to reach my class everytime i walk. But, surprisingly, looking at my tummy and thighs now, i don't see any fitter. probably, input is higher than output. maybe, i should reconstruct my whole dieting plan. I just got myself way darker than i used to be because of strong UV lights. Time to invest on sunblock and umbrella eh? hmmmm......maybe

i'm so used to walking now, i don't see any reason why i still need to get myself a bicycle. In fact, i can sense the rising crime rates in Kampar, Im feeling insecure. And bicycle? nah, maybe when i'm really sick of walking and wiping my sweat everytime i reach my class, i will reconsider of getting a bicycle.

I have received many text messages and calls from friends and family. Asking about me. Check on my daily routines. i'm blessed than I have much caring friends than i thought. If you have updated yourself with news, i'm sure that you have heard of what happened lately in Kampar. But if you are not, probably you might need to google it up. Basically, our dear friends from Utar, Kampar have passed away recently. though i do not know them, but when i heard about this news, i feel sad. Its because we are somehow related in a sense that we are studying in the same campus. So strangers yet feeling so close. My deepest condolences. R.I.P.

then, thinking about it, a sudden thoughts in mind. What will i regret the most if i were to away from this world? my sincerely answer will be, not enjoying the rest of my life to the fullest, and i have not travel across the seven seas.

Lets life be alive!

My computer gave up on me already. Again,

This time, i don't think anyone can save it already.

sigh!

And I can't wait to be back home.

Miserable like all times...

Damn!

So I was invited to go cameron on last friday. People like me, would be excited for a holiday. Any chance to get out of kampar and experienced a new place, I would say yes without any doubt. Yes, for holidays :) Plus, its my 1st time going to cameron. Why not eh?

Took an early train to ipoh to meet up with the guys.

I had an early breakfast in ipoh while waiting.

And I know, you'll be surprised i'm the only girl there. But i was surprised too. Nevertheless, i was treated like a slave than a princess. lol. jk. At least, I get to own a bed by myself. 2 of them have to sleep on the floor. Poor thing!

Here are some of the pictures i collect from facebook. But it's all messed up. Really don't know how to use the picture uploader.

the one in purple shirt is our very beloved tour guide. Cousin of chee han who stays in Cameron and know alot people. Like Tai Kor. But he's really kind to bring us around.

Enjoying tea in "Boh" tea garden. That place is one of the most classy place and feel like i'm not in Malaysia anymore. Cool place, tea, less polluted, white cups, and green hills. Where can you find such place anymore in Malaysia?

Shallow minded me. I picked the leaves, smelled it and said "why it doesn't smell like tea?". haha

Some of you remember, i'm a salad lover. I can imagine myself having a bite there. It looks fresh, and crunchy.

Steamboat for the night. A must in Cameron.

In strawberry farm. yogurt and honey for strawberry taste good actually.

People say don't touch the pumpkin, look what are they doing

Before the steamboat, we went pasar malam. Ever heard of lovefruit? My first time hearing it and taste it. Excited to try.

and it tasted like this. Sourish sweet. Why call it love fruit?

After steamboat, we had karaoke. I remember they sang till late at night.


The next morning, mamak for breakfast. Everyone look sleepy especially me. I slept later because i washed my freaking bushy hair. Slept around 6am. I woke up the latest. so shy la as a girl. fail to be a girl. Because i mixed with them too much already.

This was suppose to be a teacher and students. but turn out, the teacher look younger than students. Cannot make it! LOL

Remember always bring your ID card even you are on holiday. Because we got student price for some useless garden entry.

Waterfall before we leave cameron. Its a dirty and full of plastics waterfall. Damn potong. Was excited to see the waterfall actually.

Errrr.......wrong pose~

Once he start singing, everyone of use keep quiet. Because he's quite powerful and talented.

The not so white "snow white" and the 7 dwarfs. How cute.

Last but not least, this week going to be a strawberries week. Yum!

Sneek peek!
Coming soon

:)

Im never a fan of gadgets. I never go gaga over latest stylish handphones, cameras, or whatever you see in an IT store.

But, right now, I am craving for a small camera. Enough of DSLR. so sick of it for being so huge. Right now, small is the new big! haha. For quite some time, I keep looking at the promotions of the cameras and drools everytime i flip the newspapers. Then, i go compare prices. and that's it. that's the end of my satisfaction. But, i never actually own it myself. Just exactly like window shopping.

and do you know, too much of window shopping can hurt you alot? it cause me alot, hell alot of discipline and determination to stop myself from looking at those cameras brochures and promotions. And at the same time, to stop thinking of using my PTPTN loan to buy a camera.

Sigh. And i can go really jealous of people who can so easily own a camera or just switch cameras like switching their boyfriends. no offence. but as usual, life is never fair.

Oh yes, I'm jealous. But i'll be more proud if i can earn it myself. This is the moment where i can't wait for a long long december holiday like in high school so i can work my ass off. and shop till i drop.

Now, i'm already in uni, i guess i will never have the chance again till i graduate.

How can such a cam whore lover does not have a camera? i guess it will be a long long time for you to see me in pictures especially i'm in Kampar. or else, it will from my 2mp camera phone.

I just want something that is good for pictures. and that's it. i don't need a fancy one.

till then, you will see pictures such as this

where are the human? lol dead town it is.

and me saying Hajimemashite Denise desu!





p/s : i'm learning japanese now for this short semester. i'm so going to have sushi for 7 weeks just to pass my nihongo! So bear with me if my blog gives you any sushi feeling.

Good night! errrr....sorry....i mean Oyasuminasai! *bow 90 degrees*


ohhh the lalaness. *faint*

I came back to Kampar on the 19th. Said my sayonaras for party days. I really did enjoyed myself throughout the holidays till i become really sick. I had a bad cough on the last day of my holiday and till now, i'm still having it. I guess, i was way too over with the holidays and now i'm facing the consequences of it. And i remember, i was at Pyramid watching "Whiteout" halfway, and have to cough so badly, I missed half of the show and i went back not feeling well. Sob. I didn't even get to see the ending.

Funny how i told some of my friends in PJ that I actually miss Kampar. Can you believe this? After all the condemning Kampar about how boring it is, I actually said that. Probably because I can't keep the fast pace of life in KL anymore, and already get so used to the slower pace in Kampar.

In PJ, I stay up late for god knows what. Somehow, i just do that for nothing. Time pass faster than you think. I have to rush basically for everything. I have to speed up while I drive. I got to decline some of the invites from my friends just because i have no time for some. I basically have little time there.

Compare Kampar, here is much more like home sweet home. Well, in fact, its like my nest. The place where i rest and feel rejuvenated. I sleep like a freaking dead person here. I feel good. Less pollution here too.

can i say, I have the best of both world? haha

well, if i have to updates on what i did last holidays....probably take some time. I should have blog about those little things i did back in PJ, but i guess i've forgotten about it. hehe

i'll try to update this blog as often as how i used to be. :)

love love!

screeeeeeeeeammm!!


ahhh!!!!!

for fujifilm instant camera, instax mini!!!

polaroids!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

i likeeeeeeey!!!!

dilemma now
i am not me
what happened?

i want to webbie with you

:(

Finally bought my ticket back kampar.
Its on the 18 Oct.
So, let's not waste time and have fun before starting another new semester
however, heard that result will be coming out tomorrow
so pray hard for me to pass and do not need to repeat any papers
sometimes, i do feel myself bimbotic
bimbo betul.
but starting my first sem on week 5, seems like have challenged me

i'll be really free next week.
so if you are free too, just buzz me 012-xxxxxxx
i hope you still remember my number

watched surrogates yesterday in tropicana mall.
my very first time in tropicana mall
and also my very 1st time watching a movie after many months
can't even remember when was my last time in a cinema.


surrogates indeed a great show. in short, worth the price.

do you need a surrogates??

i don't.

I want to watch UP and The Ugly Truth for quite a long time already.

however, i still haven't find anyone who are interested to watch with me

kesian or not?

:(

life as single. tsk tsk tsk

this is the form 6 gathering.
sorry the pictures are messy & everywhere
but we basically move from wendy's>station one>brussels beer cafe>murni
from the picture, can say that we had fun.

wonder why i always wear that pink dress?
because i actually have not much clothes back here. i moved it to kampar.
lol
silly me. i was trying to get out of clothes that is just plain black or white. tried something more colorful and contrast. how well did i do? over the top? maybe. but i love my top. got to go zara get more of it.

today feeling moody
after all the random things i did yesterday till 4 in the morning, i woke up at 2pm
listening to sappy songs
miserable like all times
indulge in memories that i shouldn't be
reminding myself that he's gone
walked away far from me
missing all the caring scolding
i only can blame myself
laying on the bed, feeling weak

i had a bad day.

i don't like the effect of the liquid

what's up!!!

i'm enjoying my holidays and what is holiday without camwhoring heh?

:)

i'll be back for more updates

but give me a few more days to collect all the pictures alright?

hopefully i can collect it back.

wei. upload la~

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)

The Bottom Line

Indulge yourself with fantasies about your future -- if you see it, it may come.

In Detail

Letting go of some of your negative energy is easier to do when you get your heart pumping! So go for a long jog in the woods, hit the gym, or just do some jumping jacks in your kitchen while the cookies are baking! As long as you can fit some kind of exercise into your day, you will help yourself get over an old grudge, forgive someone who wronged you, or shake loose a bad feeling about someone. Focusing on making your life better lets you be more positive overall.

oh yes, i definitely feel like this today

i feel packed this week

like, i have no time to go dating (as if i got one)

lol

work? or travel?

sigh

i found the right words

i must be serious, in order to have fun. Serious!

Facebook account deactivated. Its an addiction

Might and might not come back.

Lovely

i'm using sis HP Mini laptop.

So small, it can fit into a handbag.

Can't deny that it does look stylish as advertised, compact, and useful for outdoors.

Perfect for those who are always on the run, and mind carrying a big bag.

This is good for those who have small palm too :)

heres the pic from its camera. Just Ok

Alright, enough exploring the HP mini. Yesterday had 3 yumcha session with the form 6 bunch around Jaya one. 3 in a row with the same person. Because everyone don't want to go home kononnya, everyone stayed till around 12 midnight. haha. Pretty much a random one. Pictures need to get from that professional camera lover girl, kah yoke.

Till then,

See ya!

i'm back!!

don't you love polaroid? the way i use old pictures means that i need to get more new photographs soon! definitely need some photography session! steal bro's cam!


wohooo!

playtime!

Lucky

Well, i'm lucky that i fall sick right after my last paper. or is it in between my last paper? Hopefully, i'm even luckier to pass all my papers. at least, passes. This make me realised that i am actually 200% more lazy than i used to be in high school. The thoughts of severity in failing wasn't there. I thought i actually learnt it from my form 6. but, I didn't. I just realised. How can i mend this? My study method? or sometimes, i blame it on my ability to memorise. I have this problem in memorising which relatively all the subject need memorising. I keep forgetting things that i studied. I actually started way before the exam starts. but sigh, no use. I have to start all over again during the exam. Sigh. Getting old perhaps?

On the other hand, it's the holiday now. While everyone is happily going back their hometown, I am stuck in Kampar still. In fact, Kampar is more dead than before. At night, it looks like its not for human being *touch wood*. But seriously, while Utar is having holidays, many students no longer loitering around the town anymore. The business in every shop dropped tremendously since this week. Mix rice shop nearby usually open at 12pm and closed at 1pm. But this time, there much extra food left at 1. I've never seen such a dead town. So dead, i don't really dare to go down at night or even day time.

Looking on the bright side, I had so much time for myself. Sleep, dream, stone, eat, watch dramas, movies, bed potatoing [couch potato, but no couch, just bed], manicure [red], cooling mask, dipping my hands into potato chips, reading and so on. you name it. It sound like its unhealthy. Believe me if i tell you that i fall sick because of too much junk LOL. But, i never had so much time for myself . Feels good. Nothing else to worry about but my result. Gasp!

You must be wondering why am i still here in this dead town and not back in PJ? I had plans. It went so smoothly untill my bicycle got stolen. Sigh. I wanted to go to the saloon here or make a new spec before i go back PJ. That's why i had 2 days extra. Sob. Now i have no more budget for these plans. My classmate, she went to the saloon here, and the deal sound so tempting. Next time maybe.

And, I can't wait to go home and eat mama's food.

Not to mention, thanks to all the lovelies here for making my 1st sem much brighter and easier than i thought :) my making friends skill are still improving. Just shy at times.